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"I might not be strong but I know my Islam is strong,

I might not be strong but I know my Allah is strong beside me,

I might not be strong but  I knew my prophet Nabi Muhammad SAW is strong for loving his ummah,

I might not be strong but I know my Islam and my Allah is strong to give me the right way in getting the Tazkiyatun Nafs,   

InsyaAllah...   

I might not be strong but I try to be strong,

I might not be strong but I will try to be strong because I knew that My Ramdhan is coming...

I Love You Allah, I Love you Nabi Muhammad SAW..."

 - Caridee Naz-  

 By the way, its Ramadhan! yay!..

Pada teman-teman yang membaca ataupun tidak membaca..ataupun sesiapa sahaja... Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah puasa di bulan Ramadhan 1434 Hijrah ini ya dan Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan ini dengan ikhlas seikhlas ikhlasnya, InsyaAllah... dan semoga segala amalan-amalan kita akan diterima dan semoga diberkahi oleh Allah S.W.T jua... InsyaAllah, Amin Amin Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin,...

=) - Caridee Naz                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum!

Al-Fatihah

 Ku hadiahkan surah Al-Fatihah ini buatmu nenek ku! Biar doanya berpanjangan..Amin...
Semoga rohmu di cucuri rahmat dan sentiasa di dalam lindungan Allah dan rahmat-Nya jua... Dan semoga kita akan bertemu semula di Syurga nanti.. InsyaAllah.. Amin Allahuma Ya Amin..

Ya Rabb! Kau ampunilah segala dosa-dosa ku, ibubapaku, nenek-neneku, saudara maraku berserta semua ahli keluargaku... Engkaulah yang Maha Mendengar, lagi Maha Melihat.. Kau berikanlah kepada kami nur cahaya hidayah-Mu... Kau doronglah kami untuk belajar Mencintai-Mu, Mengingati-Mu, patuh pada-Mu dan akan selalu mencintai Rasul-Mu jua.. Amin Amin Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin...

What a boring day!

Assalamualaikum....hmm..kesian blog ku ane, selalu ku jenguk tapi inda ku tahu kan buat apa...apakan..hehe....stress gue...hmm..boleh gila ini macam kalau setiap hari memikirkan stress saja...tapi lastnya, di sini saja lah ku luahkan...(at least)...

Well, I'm kinda bored nowadays, i mean with life...mana lagi perangai kawan masing²...huish...mana lagi peribadi punya hal...hmm..but,

InsyAllah..I will handle it as far as I can....amin amin..

Oh yes, forgot to say, I would like to thanks to all my friends dan yang sekutu dengannya...for all the great great great wishing and greeting birthday yang lalu sudah...haha, lambat aku ah..hehe....that's all what the matter now, i mean the doa....amin amin...walaupun takde birthday party nor a present...hehe...;p....thanks so much...

Erm..apa lagi ek?..that's all...I think....aku boring..post ku pun boring...wawaawa


Till now, xoxo....=)

HPA!!!..=)

Assalamualaikum?
Wow, it’s been a long time I didn’t updating you bloggie!..hehe, I miss it though’ but what to do??.. ‘
Keadaan tak mengizinkan..erm, so many stories to share but to make it shortly, InsyAllah I’ll try my best...

First thing first, I’m back at BSB (back at home!) after I resigned from a company somewhere KB and yes I did jadi penggangur buat sementara...erm, for a month I think... And then, I did got a job...from my old company and hanya bertahan selama 8 bulan sahaja...why?... because aku dapat kaja office..yeaa..alhamdulillah..and and I’ve got a job over there pun thru Jabatan Buruh..hehe... terima kasih ya Allah...aku bersyukur padamu.. Alhamdulillah.

Eh, did I mention di mana aku bekerja? Hehe, sorry, lupa la tue...erm, well, aku berkerja di HPA ( Herba Penawar Al-Wahida) sebagai Kerani Akaun....InsyAllah, I will handle it with carefully while under my supervision...hee`...

Okay, stop prattle about this job!. Let’s we start about my hobby...singing of course...hehe...erm, did I mention about vocal class from my previous blog?..YES!, I did!!..err, it's all cancelled pasal I'm quite busy and haven't got so much time...huhu...

Hey, untuk menyuntik semangat ku ini, InsyAllah, aku akan try sedaya upaya ku yang mana, besar kemungkinan aku ingin memasuki semua pertandingan –pertandingan yang di anjurkan..hee`..InsyAllah...
Ada plang masa hari atu tapi keadaan tidak mengizinkan sebab masa hari atu, aku menghadiri Kursus di Kuching, Sarawak..hee`... Erm, about the kursus, it was fun tho’ walaupun agak menyedihkan sebab time atu, keadaan kewangan tidak mencukupi..heh,...apa2 je la...well, that time aku pergi sama kawan se-office ku iaitu Kak Tini!..hehe`...... InsyAllah, kalau nada apa2 aral melintang, I want to go there lagi..tapi vacation time not working time..yeaa....=)

Hmm, I think sampai di sini saja lah my stories to you all, ngaleh ku udah..hehe...atu pun kalau ada yang mahu tahu la..tidak di paksa dan tidak memajal..haha... xp...

Till now, Assalamualaikum wbt, xoxo..=)

Very the short one!!..

Assalamualaikum semua?

Hai everyone...apa khabar?..heh...semoga sihat ya..I'm good anyway...heee`..long time me nda update eh..ehe...eh eh nak jadikan cerita that, now I got a new job!!..Alhamdulillah..after finishing my school..I got a job...I'm quite happy but sure..a sacrifice had to be done..haha..iye la..kena jauh from family...but apa2 pun...I still do this for my family..hehe...and I love it anyway!

Erm..well...nak tau jugak kerje apa?...hehe... ok... sebagai kerani accountant je...alhamdulilah..syukur kepada Tuhan...buat sementara atu..kena cari kerja lagi..I mean yang bagus la...heh apakan?...aaa....mun faham bisai...ehe..

Ok ok...tue je for now..hee`...till then...Goodbye peeps...till now again....see ya...mwahz!

xoxo..=)

~Remember Me This Way~

Remember Me This Way by Jordan Hill

Every now and then we find a special friend
Who never lets us down

Who understands it all, reaches out each time you fall

You're the best friend that I've found

I know you can't stay, a part of you will never ever go away

Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you and hope it will come true

That life would just be kind to such a gentle mind

If you lose your way

Think back on yesterday

Remember me this way

Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see the love you bring to me

No matter where I go

And I know that you'll be there

Forever more a part of me, you're everywhere

I'll always care

I'll make a wish for you

And hope it will come true

That life would just be kind to such a gentle mind

If you lose your way

Think back on yesterday

Remember me this way

Remember me this way

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you

I'll be standing by your side and all you do

And I won't ever leave as long as you believe

You just believe

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true

That life would just be kind

To such a gentle mind

And if you lose your way

Think back on yesterday

Remember me this way

Remember me this way

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The words express it all...I really love it!...Yes, I know..maybe some of you say that this song is kinda of 'lama sudah'...tapi I really like the song...lawaaaa...*majal!!!*..haha...cuba anda hayati betul2...arghh...dengar sendiri la baru boleh komen..keke...and this song actually especially to my BFFLAD ...which is to Waznah, Dk Shimah,Fatin Shazwana..Ct....Mala...and to all my friends and cousins yang sangat ku cintai dan kepada yang menggangap diriku sebagai teman kamu...hee`..I LOVE you all my friends!!!!!....Mwahz!!!!...;)

My English Grammar sucks!!..HAHA...oopssss...=)

Assalamualaikum?..Holla reader?..err...ada ker reader aku?....;)



Erm..I just want to share here..a story...erm..a random one...maybe?...err..ape2 je lah...keke..yg penting aku mahu share....aku punya suka..I just wrote it apa2 je yang terlintas dalam fikiran...enjoy..tue pun kalau yang enjoy baca jugak...;)



Okayy...Well, today is MONDAY!!...Yesterday is Sunday!!...okay, yesterday is the last day for joining the P2F session...erm..guess what?..I've joined it!!...for the first time..ehe...nak cuba nasib...I've nobody to accompany me there..so, I pegi sorang je la..but then, as usual..I met new great friend!...hehe...Safwan, Farrah and some of Farrah friend, I don't know his name..hehe...lupa..and ada la 2 ke 3 orang tue...but Me, Safwan and Farrah la yang selalu bersama that day because nombor kami selari..hehe...Farrah got 255,Safwan or Saf got 256 and me?257..the last one ehe...but hey, they were great!!...great in "gila-gila things"..*haha..faham2 je la..sekepala la katakan...ahaha..sampai ada one of the contestant tue cakap kami tu mcm lama sudah kenal pasal kami BISING!!!...hehe..and they were great in singing jua...sii Farrah kinda lembut suara nya and sedap di dengar...and Saf?..uhhh, he was really SUPERB!!..haha...why?..because his voice macam late Michael Jackson!(You know I love MJ kann)..the way he speaks pun kan sama...well..he deserve it...Ia dapat masuk for the next round..I hope he can moves to the Final 20.. AMIN!!! ...Goodluck ya dear..and for me and Farrah?...nahh...not our luck for this time...and and I'm kinda frustrated sampai2 terrbawa dlm mimpi..ahaha...hmm...biar I je yang tahu apa mimpi nye...ehehe..and Farrah said, my voice great jua..ahaha..iye la tueee....anyway, it was nice to meet you guys...fun...nextime jumpa lagi ya...hehe..We'll see when we see each other guys...hehe...apadaa...mwahz!!!

And for me, at least aku ada experience baru..next time lagi aku mahu cuba masuk..Insyallah kalau panjang umur ku...Aminn...and I take apa yang semua di comment nya..as cabaran untuk ku mencuba lagi..and Insyallah kalau takde aral melintang, I will take kelas vocal...erm, does anyone know dimana class vocal di Brunei?..inform me and jangan segan silu bagitahu kat I ye, kongsi2 la..hee`...=)
This is what I dream for...So, I will try to achieve it as much as I can and as much as I want ;)
Actually, it's all my fault...last minute tukar lagu dahh..apa la..I know I know...lagu yang selalu ku practise, ku tukar...arghhh...and I don't know why?..and I guess..a lack of confidence?..erm..tak pe la...bukan rezeki la tue namanya *jangan kan majal*...ehe...;) and nobody knows about aku kan ikut this P2F..so, yeah...surprise!!!..aku NDA dapat...hahah...saspen...cehh...

Oh oh, saya ada ceta... hehe...kind of macam 'terrkena'..eh, takde kena mengena dengan yang terkena satu tue...ahah...ok..the story cani..sebelum kan masuk dlm bilik judges atu kannn...ada la one of the crew, namanya R-Jay..kinda cute jua la the face...haha...*sempat lagi tu*..and I was nervous gila that time...ia kena kan aku...huhu...sebelum masuk,*mcm balik2 kan*..there's one ruang..and ada three pintu there..one pintu is for the Surau...and one is "Bilik Raptai"..kalau ku nda silap lah..and satu takde nama..and masa masuk..aku tanya sii R-Jay, which doors I should masuk...then, katanya dengan selamba..
"Eh eh masuk sudah ne...bah masuk la" dengan slang Indon nya..(Err,he said that ia Chinese Indonesian and so?..haha..peacee yaww)..and he point arh pintu yang takde nama tuh,..and I was like...Oh Gosh...baca bismillah...berselawat la ne apa...and then, masa nak bukak the pintu tuh and kan masuk..punya la sii R-Jay tue ketawa terbahak2..and I was like..WHAT??..
You are soooo mean man....I punch him sekuat2 hati ku..eheh..kidding...apanah?..it was kinda macam bilik stor tapi dlm nya full with generator things..HAHA..*tapi macam nda cali kan*..daa~~..entah la...see, I was very the nervous...samapai kena kenakan *heh?*..ahah...if you faham...its good...ahaha....the end..ahah..ada plang lagi tapi aku malas kan cerita pasal aku tahu nda important..ahah...and last2 aku saja yang baca nih..ehe...hmmm~~

So, macam panjang this time aku bercerita..haha...*pandai sudah ia*...apanyaa..ehe...iye la, selalu nya, habis2 lirik-lirik lagu je yang ku update..aha..apa2daa....hmm~~..So, I guess till now saja la..see ya..mwahz!! hee``..;)


xoxo...=)

Fifiteen (15) - Taylor Swift..=)

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybodys way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
You know I haven't seen you around, before

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells
You they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen
Feeling like there nothing to figure out well count to ten, take it in
This is life before who you're gonna be fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail

And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
Well be out of here as soon as we can
And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momas waiting up and you think he's the one
And you're dancing round your room when the night end
When the night ends

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tell you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin round but
In your life you'll do greater than dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found that time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la . La la la la la

You're very first day
Take a deep breath girl

Take a deep breath as you walk through those doors.

Phewittt...I miss my BFF..huhu

Assalamualaikum semuaaaaa...





Eheh...so so sorry because lama nda update this blog..ber'langau' tia kali udah..wawa..kidding..erm..I just saje2 je kan update...boringggg maaa....tapi takde idea.sikalang wooo...eheh...erm...apae2 je la...cheers...bye..hehe..;D

Teardrops on my guitar - Taylor Swift~~..I LOVE this song...=)

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me,
I laugh 'cause It's just so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The Only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do
He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into...

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see.

Errr....Selamat Hari Raya....=)

Salam~~..Hai peeps, srry agak lama juagk la I tak update my terrrcinta blog nih..hee~~..srry...bnyk kerja..ne pun curi2 ambil masa nak update..hehe....shhh~~...

Ok la, malas nak ceta pnjg2 lagipun takde ceta nak share jugak...=)..apa2pun, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..Maaf Zahir dan Batin buat semua Islam yang berada di Seluruh Dunia amnya...dan jugak kepada semua yang sedang membaca blog yang tak seberape nya ini....My family, cousins, 'babyfruits' and to two of my s.bestfriend, Nurul Waznah and Dk.Shimah...dan ke semua yang mengenali diri ini!!!...SELMAT HARI RAYA!!!!.....Minta MAAF jika ada tersalah, tersinggung, perbuatan yang membuatkan you all menyampah dengan I...srry ye..enjoy ur raya with cheers and full of kemaafan...insyallah....

Ok then, till now...will update soon...insyallah...;)...

OUT!!!...xoxoxo...=)

Alone By Tom Bennett

Alone to cry
Alone to laugh
Alone to smile
Alone to frown
Alone to live
Alone to die
Alone to wander
Alone to discover
Alone to learn
Alone to live
Alone in pain
Alone in hurt
Alone in joy
Alone in the morning
Alone in the night
Alone in the afternoon
Alone in this life
Alone in this world
Alone in boredom
Alone in knowledge
Alone in this state
Alone with people
Alone at work
Alone right now
Alone when I was born
And alone when I will die
Alone walking through life
Without any pride
How can you be satisfied
Living your life like you do
When you know there is some one out there
Who could really use a friend like you
No one will know how I live
No one will know who I am
No one will ever get to know me
Because I am destined to spend my life alone
I am always alone.
It’s no fun to be alone
To do everything on your own
To live with no recognition
To share my pride with no one
Wanting to have someone
To live my life with
But for now
I will continue alone
And all alone

ALONE!!!...Don't ask me why....

Alone, alone, alone...i say
Alone, alone, alone...everyday
Alone, alone, alone...i cry
Alone, alone, alone..why?
Alone, alone, alone...so insain
Alone, alone, alone...it starts to rain
Alone, alone, alone...alone life
Alone, alone, alone...i grab a knife
Alone, alone, alone...why?
Alone, alone, alone...i die

Death is...A Compilation of Death Poetry

Death is when your loved ones must depart
Death is a sharp pain to the heart

Death is a feeling of permanent sadness & pain
Death is when your loved ones have forever gone away

Death is a call to heaven or hell
Death is an eternal mansion or cell

Death is a lesson to learn about
Death is a loss, without a doubt
Death is an unhappy feeling to have
Death is unpleasant on anyone's behalf

Death is something we all will go through
Death is a storm waiting to brew

Death is a lingering crow always overhead
Death is a soul, done being fed

Death is cruel,
Death is unfair,
Why death?
Does death care?

Death is unkind,
Death breaks hearts,
Why death?
Do you like to part?

Death is here,
Death is there,
Why death?
Why be everywhere?

Death is the end,
Death is to die,
Why death?
To make people cry?

Death was created,
Death is still here,
Why death?
We live in fear,

Death is death,
Death is dead,
Why death?
Because death said.

Death is forever, so don’t flirt with death
Death is painful, so stay away from knifes
Death is not for lovers, so don’t die
Death is not for me, so don’t even try

Death is never clear, so be careful
Death is never fun, so stay away from strangers
Death is never pleasing, so don’t get caught up in the hype
Death is never fair, so get use to it
Death is always occurring, so don’t forget it

Death is never what u expect, so expect the unexpected
Death is not for you, so please don’t give up
Death is forever, so don’t forget that

Hmmm~~...Pardon??...ehe..that is very annoying babe..haha..

Once upon a time there was a Prince who, through no fault of his own was cast under a spell by an evil witch. The curse was that the Prince could speak only one word each year. However, he could save up the words so that if he did not speak for a whole year, then the following year he was allowed to speak two words. (This was before the time of letter writing or sign language.)

One day he met a beautiful princess (ruby lips, golden hair, sapphire eyes,) and fell madly in love. With the greatest difficulty he decided to refrain from speaking for two whole years so that he could look at her and say "my darling". But at the end of the two years he wished to tell her that he loved her. Because of this he waited three more years without speaking (bringing the total number of silent years to 5).

But at the end of these five years he realized that he had to ask her to marry him. So he waited ANOTHER four years without speaking.

Finally as the ninth year of silence ended, his joy knew no bounds. Leading the lovely princess to the most secluded and romantic place in that beautiful royal garden the prince heaped a hundred red roses on her lap, knelt before her, and taking her hand in his, said huskily, "My darling, I love you! Will you marry me?"

And the princess tucked a strand of golden hair behind a dainty ear, opened her sapphire eyes in wonder, and parting her ruby lips, said: "Pardon?"